Family Vacation (shared future fic with Naveen)

Narissa watched as Nakoma put one hand on her daughter's head, it only took a few moments but it seemed much longer. Narissa watched with nervousness as Nakoma pulled back and moved to help steady her. "Is everything ok?" She asked with concern but felt relief fill her at Nakoma's words. "Your son and my daughter? Well that's a relief." She said with a small smile but it immediately fell at Nakoma's other words. "What? Ruby takes her?" She asked and felt her heart stagger at the very thought. She glanced over at Tzipporah's crib and felt tears spring to her eyes. "No...no I can't lose her...not again." She whispered feeling extremely faint. The thought of losing her daughter to Ruby of all people made her feel sick to her stomach. She swayed on her feet then, "I can't." Her words came out thin and breathy before her vision dotted and then she fell down to the floor unconscious.

Narissa slowly came too feeling sore and confused, especially when she realized she was on her bed. Right next to her was Rameses and she was about to ask him what had happened when she remembered. Her expression crumpled as she started crying again, "I can't lose our daughter Rameses...not again." She whispered, turning pale at the very thought. "I don't want to fail our daughter again." She added, fear and worry showing in her eyes as she spoke. Sudden pain went through her stomach and she whimpered, her child was reacting to her emotions and it was still early on in her pregnancy. She bit down on her bottom lip as she struggled to keep herself in check. It took some time but eventually the pains died down and she was able to calm down.
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It had happened, the thing that she had been dreading ever since Nakoma's vision. A year had passed since Nakoma's vision and it had come true. It had only been a week since Tizpporah had been taken and yet Narissa couldn't bear to leave Tzipporah's room. In her arms she carried Evelyn, her second daughter. She didn't want to fail her..not like how she had ultimately failed Tzipporah. Her eyes landed on the crib and more tears filled her vision, it was her fault. She hadn't done enough...she hadn't tried as hard as she possibly could and now her daughter was all but lost to her. If only she and Rameses hadn't taken such a long honeymoon. Then again it had been wonderful spending time with her husband even more so now that they were married. And yet...it had all shattered as soon as they had returned home to Tzipporah missing. Nakoma and Clopin had apologized profusely, but it was hardly their fault. Evelyn let out a sleepy sigh and Narissa glanced down at her not entirely sure what to do. When she looked down at her, she remembered what it had been like to hold Tzipporah. While Evelyn wasn't her husband's, Rameses treated her well and Narissa was grateful for it. "I'm never going to lose you Evelyn." She whispered and brushed a tender kiss on her daughter's forehead.

Narissa looked up sharply as she heard a voice that she had been dreading and tensed at his words. "Get out." She said and glared at him, refusing to reply to his comment about being married to him. Gods, the very idea of Thomas being her husband made her sick to her stomach. Of course she would have married him if Rameses hadn't shown up on their wedding day. "Haven't you done enough?" She demanded as she moved to place their daughter in her crib. She refused to look at him as she did so, instead keeping her focus entirely on her daughter. If Thomas so much as touched their daughter she wouldn't even hold back. Never before had she felt so much anger and while most of it was directed at Ruby, a fair amount of it was aimed at Thomas. She had no doubt in her mind that he had assisted his fucking mother into kidnapping her baby. It disgusted her that he was so vile and it seemed that he was always going to be that way.
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Clopin had tried speaking to Rameses, but his brother had given him the cold shoulder. After his niece had been kidnapped, Rameses had gone back to drinking. It worried him and Narissa was just as broken, she hardly ever left the nursery now. Her eyes had become even more haunted and Clopin blamed himself. He knew he wasn't the only one as it seemed everyone blamed themselves for her being kidnapped in one form or another. The sound of crying caught his attention and he moved towards it and when he walked in it was to see Nakoma breast feeding their son. A small sad smile reached his face as he took in the sight. "Hey." He said gently and stepped forward to press a tender kiss on Nakoma's lips as he ran a hand along Kocuom's head. "I saw Rameses." He said eventually a frown on his face as he admitted it.

Narissa glared at him as he tried getting her to kiss him, a small part of her wanted too but she squashed it down. It had been so long since she had felt his influence on her and she could fight it. The moment he slashed his palm, she tensed the smell filling the room. She hated him for it and stepped back but she was too slow and then he was pinning her against the wall. His hand covered her mouth and then as soon as his blood touched her tongue she tensed. The taste was both welcome and entirely unwelcome, she'd been craving blood for so long and now that she was tasting it she could feel her senses vanishing. Her eyes flashed a blood red and then she was licking and sucking on his palm like she was a starving woman. An eager moan escaped her and she ran her hand down towards his clothed member. Her hand started rubbing him through his pants, her body was all but aching to have him in that moment.
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Clopin sighed, knowing she was telling the truth. "I know." He quietly admitted and watched as she started adjusting her dress to properly cover herself. At her words he bit down on his bottom lip, "And what if they never see her again? You saw her with our son, but do you think they'll ever be reunited with their daughter?" He asked after a moment. The loss of Tzipporah had taken a real number on Narissa and Rameses both, and Clopin couldn't even imagine what they were going through. "I'd like to think that maybe she'll come back, but Ruby has a reputation for fucking with people. I'm afraid she'll change Tzipporah...make her just as sick as Thomas." He admitted.

Narissa slowly came too her lower body felt pleasantly sore and then everything came rushing back to her. Her eyes widened and she scrambled out of the bed so fast her head spun, somehow she had wound up back in bed and next to her was Rameses. Of Thomas there was no sign, and Narissa's whole body trembled as she recalled just how easily she had given into him. Shaky little sobs escaped her and she glanced down at her body to see more then one bite mark and bruise. Looking over at Rameses, she could see he was just as marked up as she was. She shuddered, after all some of those weren't from her. Thomas had taken advantage of her again and he had possessed Rameses. They had fucked one another for what had felt like hours, and Narissa had been nearly screaming with each orgasm. She felt sick to her stomach, how could she have given in so easily? She was married for crying out loud! Even worse was the fact that Thomas had possessed Rameses...she'd never wanted him to get hurt by Thomas especially like that. She managed to get to her feet long enough to stagger to the bathroom and then she was throwing up in the toilet. Her body was still shaky and she wanted to forget that entire threesome, she felt dirty and used. Oh gods she didn't even want to consider just how Rameses must be feeling. He probably thought she had gone willingly into Thomas's arms, the thought alone made her shudder. She kept having memories of the threesome hit her with extreme clarity and each scene made her feel even worse. How could she face Rameses now? Thomas had done so much to both of them and she...oh Gods this was her fault. Another whimper escaped her as she remembered how Rameses and Thomas both hadn't exactly kept her in consideration during the entire thing. Of course Rameses wasn't to blame, but she could become pregnant with Thomas's child again and that was the last thing she wanted. She moved towards the tub and turned the faucets so heated bath water started to fill it, she needed a bath. A long hot bath with plenty of scrubbing was in order so she could start feeling somewhat back to normal. Then there was the issue of having Thomas's blood in her system again...it made it even worse that she had been craving it for so long. She felt like some animal...one that Thomas could easily control and it sickened her. Would she ever be free of him?
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Clopin stretched out on the bed next to his wife, enjoying the feel of her body pressing against his. It felt even better to have her as his wife, "I love you." He whispered against her hair as he slid his arms around her body, holding her close against him. It had been almost far too long since they had lain together like this sans clothing. He ran a hand idly along her stomach and glanced down at her, "Think we should try for another child soon?" He asked, he definitely wouldn't mind having another child with her. Then again he would understand if Nakoma wanted a little break, raising a child could be difficult after all. His thoughts drifted to Tzipporah and he knew that if Kocuom were ever taken like she had been his wife would probably wind up like Narissa.

Narissa shrank back as soon as the door flung open and stared up at Rameses with some fear. She'd never seen him this angry and she couldn't blame him. "I'm sorry...he forced his blood on me." She whispered as she stared up at him. Her body shook and she gripped the side of the tub with a white knuckled grip to help keep herself upright. "He tried controlling me...and when that didn't work he forced his blood on me." She admitted. "I'm so sorry...I'm so sorry." She could barely even look at him as she said this, she was just so tired. "It's my fault for everything...I should have just stayed with him. Maybe if I had Tzipporah would still be with you, safe and sound. I've never deserved you, not ever...and now because of me you've been hurt too." She whispered and slid away from him as if afraid that he might hit her. It seemed like he was a completely different person and she had been the one to cause it.
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Clopin bit down on his bottom lip knowing full well that Nakoma was right. He and Nakoma were lucky in the fact that their marriage was going smoothly in comparison to Rameses and Narissa. "You're probably right." He admitted, knowing that it would probably be a good idea to wait until they tried having more children. He brightened up at her next words, "We could go swimming again." He said teasingly remembering the last time they had gone swimming together.

For a moment Narissa honestly thought Rameses would hit her but he didn't, his words were just as painful though. It wasn't like she had asked Thomas to show up, she'd tried to get him to leave but Rameses would never believe her. She watched him leave, flinching as she heard the knob make another hole in the wall from how forceful he was. His last words echoed in her head like a dark mantra, circling and taunting her. All she did was fuck things up...he'd be better off without her in his life. He'd all but said as much when he'd told her he'd had his memory of her erased. She slowly shut the faucets off with her hand shaking, her head felt foggy from how down and depressed she was. Life without her would be much easier for everyone involved...Rameses wouldn't have to deal with Thomas, and he wouldn't have to be continually hurt whenever he showed up. She stared down at her body and shuddered, just looking at the marks covering her body made her sick. A knife appeared in her hand and before she could fully think things through she started slicing her body. Each slash went in deep and blood quickly started dripping and fanning around her body and yet Narissa kept cutting, her hands shook in an effort to keep the blade somewhat steady. Not a single part of her was left untouched as she cut into her skin, tears falling down as she did so. It was like the rational part of her brain had turned off and all she wanted was to turn that self hatred into a reality. She deserved this, down in the deepest part of her being Narissa honestly believed that she deserved each and every cut. Finally the blade fell out of her hands due to how much blood she'd lost but Narissa started dragging her nails along her skin next. It was like some mad fever had struck her and she couldn't stop herself. Eventually though she could feel her body shut down and then she fell over unconscious.
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Clopin grinned at the memory, "You don't what to know what I was thinking." His tone heavy with innuendo, seeing Nakoma naked for the first time had almost done him in. He hadn't been prepared for just how lovely she would have looked and she definitely hadn't things easy for him. It had taken all his self-control not to try and have his way with her then, but looking back on it he was glad he'd held off. If he hadn't he never would have had a chance with her, "I thought for sure you'd never give me a chance when you caught me in the bath after though." He admitted with a little laugh at the memory.