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Post by Nita on Jan 15, 2016 21:56:10 GMT
Nita woke up with a jerk and let out a gasp as she glanced down at herself, almost as if afraid of what she would find. When she saw that she was dressed, she let out a sigh of relief and even more so when she noticed that her injuries had been taken care of. Her hand ran along her stomach checking to make sure the twins were all right. She felt eyes on her and stiffened when she saw Naveen standing there. "I think I'll be on my way." She muttered as she moved to leave the bed, only thinking of escape at that moment. Every time she looked at him, she saw him and Ruby up against the wall. Finally getting out of the bed, she slipped past him, her hands shook from pent up nervousness.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 15, 2016 22:35:48 GMT
Naveen jumped when Nita suddenly jolted awake and he stepped forward to check on her. When she stiffened at the sight of him, his heart dropped and she moved off of the bed. "Nita, wait..please, you need-" She pushed past him and his words cut off, his hand shooting up to grab her arm. He tightened his grip and pulled her back towards him. "You need your rest. I don't know what the hell you did back there but it almost destroyed you. Please just...just stay." He loosened his grip on her arm before his hand dropped to his side, his eyes begging her to stay with him. She was upset, he knew that. He had betrayed her in more ways than one but he did it all for her..she had to understand that.
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Post by Nita on Jan 16, 2016 0:33:49 GMT
Nita kept her gaze averted from Naveen as he spoke, "I've rested enough." She said and pulled her arm free. She turned to look up at him suddenly, "Why exactly did you want to erase your memories of me? Didn't you learn anything from when I did that?" She asked as she stared up at him with a hurt expression. "And while we're on the subject, why her? You could have gone to anyone else...Damien, anyone...but you picked her. Why?" She demanded. "Was it because you preferred her company over mine?" The more she thought of that blonde, the angrier she became.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 16, 2016 1:08:05 GMT
Naveen blinked when she suddenly turned on him and his gaze slowly traveled to the floor. "Of course I did Nita...You of all people should be able to understand why I even went through with it! You saw how messed up I was..I thought I was getting better and then it just hit me again. I had lost you and I had every reason to believe that he would never let me see you again. Every time I so much as thought of you, I just wanted to kill myself for letting you down." He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "I couldn't take it anymore...I ran away to another kingdom and tried to leave all of this behind me but I couldn't. Ruby...she was the first person to even understand what I was going through. Which now I realize was probably because she knew father but..she offered to help me. To take away the pain and...I let her. Forgetting two people that had such an effect on my life...it was a big price to pay. It was going to take more than just an agreement." Naveen bit his lip, not wanting to admit all of this to her. "So yes...I gave up my powers and slept with a stranger to forget the love of my life and the father that destroyed everything I ever loved. It meant nothing Nita, I swear!" He moved forward and gripped her shoulders, forcing her to face him.
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Post by Nita on Jan 16, 2016 1:28:43 GMT
Nita frowned as he kept talking, flinching away when he gripped her shoulders. At his last word she slapped him, "But it wasn't just one night that you slept with her! You slept with her for every night afterwards...and in front of me." She said quietly before she became angry all over again. "You had every choice not to do that! You gave into her so easily! Where was your honor? Where was your strength? Where was your love for me?" With each word she hit him, as if trying to vent her emotions out somehow.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 16, 2016 1:46:23 GMT
Naveen stumbled back when she slapped him, his gaze falling to the ground. Her fists pounded into his chest with each word she said and guilt instantly flooded him each time. He didn't bother stopping her...taking what he deserved. Though at her last words, one hand shot up and gripped her wrist, pulling her close to him. He gripped the back of her neck and forced a kiss onto her lips, holding her body flush against his as she thrashed in his grasp. His hands moved to cup her face as she slowly started to calm down, his lips pressing against hers. "I did it for you..to save you." He whispered against her lips, pressing his forehead against hers. "I couldn't let her hurt you...I never wanted to hurt you Nita. I'm an idiot and I thought she meant something to me then but she never did." Naveen kissed her lips, refusing to let her move even an inch away from him.
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Post by Nita on Jan 16, 2016 2:31:31 GMT
Nita struggled as Naveen's hand shot out and grabbed her wrist, pulling her against him in one fluid motion. When he kissed her, she let out a sob and thrashed in his grip. She finally broke down and clung to him as his hand slid down and cupped her face. At his words she whimpered, "Well you did...you should have just let me die." She whispered, her body shaking as she spoke. When he kissed her again, she didn't respond for a long time. She still couldn't shake the images from her mind and it hurt to know that he had been willing to sleep with a stranger to forget her. His grip on her was too strong otherwise Nita would have pulled away from him. "You wanted her even before she started hurting me...don't deny it! I saw the look in your eye...it was like I wasn't even in the room." She said and pushed against him, with tears falling down her face.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 17, 2016 4:33:03 GMT
Naveen let her move away when she pushed him, his patience starting to wear thin. She was right, he had been attracted to Ruby when she first showed up but he was still seeing her as he did before when they were together. Ruby had been his 'girlfriend' per say and a part of him still felt that way towards her even though it wasn't real. Though at her last words, he snapped and anger flashed in his eyes. "So you mean like how you wanted father after he raped you? Did you think that I didn't see that Nita? Why do you think I was so upset after that night!? And then you actually went with him and left me...Don't deny it, you loved it. You still do." Anger flashed in his eyes as he took a step towards her until her back pressed against the wall. "You enjoyed him that night. What he did to you..what he made me do to you and even him. So don't you dare lecture me about Ruby when you're carrying that man's children."
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Post by Nita on Jan 17, 2016 4:50:52 GMT
Absolute anger filled Nita as Naveen kept talking until finally she slapped him. "That is not true! That wasn't me! It was Rothbart! And I didn't go with him willingly! My powers went into overdrive after you left, and I...I almost let Rothbart take over my mind. I thought I had nothing left! Nero found me...and he was able to get me to come back! You don't what it was like...living with Nero, knowing that there was something seriously wrong with me but not knowing why. It wasn't until you kissed me that I found out that Nero visited Rothbart in my mind. He let Rothbart toy with my emotions for his own enjoyment. You don't know what that is like...to be practically raped every single night, knowing in the back of your mind that you'd rather be with someone you love! I never wanted to carry Nero's children...but do you think that Nero cared about what I wanted? No! He gave me a potion the first time he raped me that made me wish I could die for how it made my body respond to him! I locked myself into a room for weeks! I still have nightmares of him! I haven't eaten or slept in weeks, all because I'm terrified of him! I thought for sure that he'd kill you when I ran into you last night! He wouldn't listen to me, he never listens to me....he just takes what he wants while I suffer. I have longed for death more these past few months then I ever have...the only reason I'm still alive is because of you and my children! I don't want to lose them, they may be his but I don't want to lose another child Naveen. And if that makes me a horrible person then so be it." She snapped and shoved him away from her, with tears falling down her face.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 17, 2016 6:16:31 GMT
Naveen grit his teeth, knowing what was coming when she slapped his hard across the face. His eyes blazed as he raised his gaze to her. "And it wasn't me with Ruby. That was someone else entirely so you should understand that Nita but maybe I was wrong." Though when she mentioned not wanting to carry Nero's children, he frowned and waved her off. "I know what he did to you Nita. I see it every day and you know what kills me? That I couldn't save you from it. That he ended up knocking you up and you get to have his children instead of mine. I almost killed myself trying to save you, ruined every relationship I ever had including the one with my daughter but good for you for wanting to keep his damn devil spawn." Naveen growled and ran his hands through his hair, tugging at it as he groaned in frustration. "I can't do this anymore! I just saved you again from that bastard and now I'm suddenly the bad guy. So I give up. Stay here, do whatever the hell you want to stay away from him but I'm done trying to help you." He turned on his heels, his body radiating with heat from how angered he was at her and stormed out of the room, slamming the door shut behind him.
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Post by Nita on Jan 17, 2016 6:41:01 GMT
Nita watched him leave, his words swirling around in her head but there was one thing he needed to hear. She cursed and followed after him, "One of the twins is yours...I know it sounds crazy but Rothbart told me and at first I didn't believe him. It wasn't until you touched my stomach for the very first time after I got pregnant that I knew. I wasn't sure..and I didn't want to get my hopes up. Even more I was afraid of what Nero would do if he found out I was carrying one of your children. I've been honing my abilities and every time I've focused on the children...one of them feels like you. It's so hard to explain in words...but I can show you if you let me." She said and held out her hand for him to take. "You may think the worst of me, but I would never lie to you about this...please just trust me." She whispered quietly as she stared up at him.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 17, 2016 6:55:50 GMT
Naveen heard her open the door to follow after him and he only moved faster, trying to get away from her. If he stayed, she would be the death of him and he knew that. She was his weakness and everyone knew how to use her against him. Just as he made it to the stairs, her words rang in his ears and he stopped, his hand clutching the railing. He didn't turn to her and his grip tightened until his knuckles turned white. "That's not possible Nita. You can't trick me like that." Naveen growled and took a few steps down the stairs, doing his best to ignore her but his feet eventually slowed to a stop until he froze. Maybe she was right...each time he touched her stomach, one of the children did go crazy for him. It felt like his own but it couldn't be possible. If Nero knew, that child would have been dead a long time ago. He sighed and finally turned to her, his anger still clearly showing on his face. "If you expect me to believe that, you have to prove it. If you can't, then I'm done. So make it count." He took a step towards her, his hand hesitantly taking hers.
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Post by Nita on Jan 17, 2016 7:12:39 GMT
Nita flinched at his cold tone and took his hand with her own, she took a breath and then her eyes became a dark gold. She focused even more and was able to direct his focus towards her womb and to the children themselves. As soon as one of the children registered that Naveen's presence was there, it immediately reacted. It's feet pressed against Nita's stomach as Naveen was able to feel how similar to him it actually felt. Once Naveen understood what he was actually feeling, she let him go her eyes slowly turning back to their normal hue. "Now do you understand why I couldn't live with myself if they died?" She asked quietly as she released his hand. "Your child is the only reason I haven't given up...I know that once Nero finds out he'll-" She broke off with a pained expression. "I've lost you too many times, but I couldn't bear it if I lost our child too." She said quietly as she rested her hand against her stomach.
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Post by Naveen on Jan 17, 2016 7:32:20 GMT
Naveen flinched when she focused her energy through him and he could feel the child reacting to him. He pulled his hand away, horror filling his eyes. "That's not possible...How.." His words slowed to a stop and he stepped back, his mind racing like crazy. Nero was going to find out...if not soon but when she had the children. He said so himself that he'd come back for them. What would he do if he realized that one of them was Naveen's? His whole stomach churned and Naveen instantly went pale. He pushed past her and ran into the bathroom, his body heaving whatever was in his stomach into the toilet. His whole body shook from the sudden stress and realization and his body rejected everything even after he had nothing left. "Gods...I..I can't handle this Nita..All I've done is screw up, I can't protect another child from him. I don't want to be the reason something goes wrong." He sighed and gripped his hair, his mind still wrapping around what she had just told him.
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Post by Nita on Jan 17, 2016 7:50:19 GMT
Nita watched as he ran past her and into the bathroom, she followed after him. "You won't be...I'll reason with him...somehow. Gods, I've been trying to come up with a reason. Hopefully I can appeal to his softer side...but after what I said to him earlier..." She blanched and looked away from Naveen. "I will fight for our child's life with every fiber of my being Naveen. He can't take another child from me...I won't allow it." She said firmly, although at the back of her mind she wondered just how she would manage to get him to listen to her. "He said he loved me...if I can convince him I feel the same then maybe I can save our child's life." Just suggesting it made her feel ill, but what other choice did she have? She couldn't ask Naveen to risk his life for their child, it would kill him..and he'd already sacrificed so much for her. "I hate the idea of getting close to him...he disgusts me, but if it could save our child I'd do anything." She said quietly. Her hands twisted together as she wondered just how Nero would react once he knew the truth. Nero despised Naveen, and if he knew she carried one of his children...Gods, Nita was terrified of how he would react. Seeing Naveen's reaction to her plan, she hastened to continue "I know it sucks as a plan, but right now it's the only one that I can think of that might just work. Unless you have a better idea?" She asked hopefully. "He won't like it if he finds out that I was aware of who the father really is and kept it from him. And he'll find out eventually...it's only a matter of time. So whatever we come up with in order to save our child, we have to come up with it fast. I only have a few months before I give birth and when that happens...when he discovers that it's not his-" She broke off with fear in her eyes. Naveen's child meant the world to her and she didn't want to lose it. "I know all I have ever done is hurt you and I should have tried to understand your point of view earlier. The honest truth is that I don't want to lose you and that's selfish of me. In trying not to lose you, all I have ever done is push you away from me. I see that now and I never should have given in so easily to Nero...I should have fought harder like how you told me too. He scares me...I thought he'd kill you last night, and it would have been my fault. If I hadn't run off, he never would have targeted you. We only have a limited time together Naveen, and I don't want us to part on bad terms. Not like last time, life without you...scares me. I love you, I do and I am going to fight for our child. You deserve happiness and I won't stand in the way of that. If being with Ruby makes you happy, then...then you should be with her. Just don't think the worst of me, I'm not doing this for Nero's sake but for our child's." She said quietly and stepped away from him. "I've had to do things I'm not comfortable with before, but this is going to be the hardest of them all." She continued as she looked away from him, it would mean having to deceive on a whole new level and if she was caught...Nero would not be kind. It would be even harder because she was drawn to Nero, much as she hated to admit as much even to herself. "Move on with your life Naveen, forget me...find love, be happy. What I said earlier about us not parting on bad terms I meant it...I don't know if I'll survive the pregnancy. Nero told me about how mother died...she was pregnant with a demon, but she didn't make it. The pain became too much for her, and I can feel that happening with me. I'm wasting away, and I've become so terrified of what could happen to me that I haven't considered anyone else's feelings. If I don't make it, take our child far away from here...I don't know what Nero would do to it if I didn't make it. He's so unpredictable and he might take his anger out on our child. I can't promise it's safety otherwise, I'll make plans with Chel in case things take a turn for the worse." She added, it felt slightly relieving to have finally confided in him about the potential dangers involved in her pregnancy.
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